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sighs. i'd rather stay at ophir and not come back. when i come back, all i feel is pain. i hate this. no one's doing anything, but i jus feel it. i cant tell anyone. why must this happen to me? why must she be so desperate and shallow minded? i'd rather stay at ophir and occupy myself with climbing and aiming to reach the top, than to come back. i want to end this. i want to die. its hurting so much. why are you like this? why must you constantly do this to me. sighs. i should not bother so much anymore.
talking about another person now. thank you. thankyou for being my motivation. to continue climbing even though i wanted to give up, and to reach the top. without you and your encouragement, i most probably would not be able to make it. you rock. seriously. i just want to thank you. btw i fell. 6 times. but i did not roll down and die. and i did not suffocate. thanks for the sweet msgs. it helped. iloveyou and takecare.
you rock my life over and over again.
you turned my life from a pile of shit, into a chocolate ice-cream.
without you, i dunno what i would do.
my motivation to carry on and persevere.
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you are a liar. i dunno what to say anymore. why are you so scheming? why must you snatch the only person i ever like away from me? who must you be so desperate to keep in contact with a senior? why must you do this to me? why must you keep maging her? i noe. you like her. but i liked her first okay. hello. i'm your friend for goodness sake. how could you do this to me? last time when you liked sgt zixin, there was also one point of time that i quite like her. but you noe what? it had nv ever crossed my mind to snatch her away from you. now, you keep msging jiawen. claiming that you want to know more or talk to her about leader yunqian. oh yeah? i dun think so. WHY MUST YOU DO THIS TO ME?! i cannot stop you from msging her, i noe. but dont you have a conscience? i liked her since qte long ago okay. earlier than you like. i helped you okay. get leader leesi's no., leader yunqian's email. but you dun appreciate anything i've done for you at all. instead, you try to snatch her away. do you noe how heartbroken i am? i bet you dun. everyday, i am depressed. i have no appetite. you want to know the cause of it? its you. you are the cause of all my pain and sufferings. i hate you like crap. i didnt noe you are such a 2-faced bitch. hypocrite. i bet you badmouth me to her. whatever.
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ugh ugH uGH UGH! i hate you. like crap okay. huh. i was the one who liked leader jiawen first okay. now you're trying to snatch from me. dun think i dunno. you selfish heartless fucking bitch. keep trying to find excuses to msg her. fine. you've won. now she doesnt even care about me at all. oh fuck how i hate you so. huh. she replies to yr msg first, and her replies to yrs are longer than mine. hello bitch. i tried to help you okay. i helped you ask for leader yunqian's email, leader leesi's number. n now you're taking advantage of it. why mus you be like this? you already have your sgt zixin okay. huh. you noe how much i wanted to be close or whatever to a spec from specs 04, like i was to sgt andi, but no, i didnt. when you got close to sgt zixin, did i do anything to try to snatch her away? no. and i didnt make all those remarks that you made okay. you selfish bitch. just because you never talk to a leader, you dun want me to talk also. n what, i helped okay. i asked for leader yunqian's email, leader leesi's no. for you. all these is to help you get close to them okay. why must you be like this? do you noe how hurt i am? to think i treated you as a true friend. now i noe i'm wrong. my biggest regret in life is to make friends wif you. i hate you. you are always there to ruin my life. fucking sour grapes. jealous bitch.
*sorry to swear. i cant help it. n sorry for calling you a bitch. but you dun want me to lie, do you? have a nice life. i'll have nth more to do with you after passing you the buddy day present tmr. shit you. bitch.
mOrEtHaNiCaNasKfor__]]*